May 28, 2010

Come to my heart in these shattered places.

Healing begins when you seek for the healer.
There is no denying vulnerability.
There is no escaping.

Come in please?


May 14, 2010

Tired of holding it in,
Tired of holding my head up.

Where is the lifter of my head?

If you're everything you say you are
Come close and hold this breaking heart.

May 12, 2010

It came to me like a dagger.

I wish I can be with you right now.
I wish we didn't need airplanes to fly.
I wish we didn't have to wait on other people.
I wish I could see you now.

I wish you were never sick.
I wish you could see me graduate.
I wish time could stop.
I wish I was small again.

I wish you could cook like you used to.
I wish you can breathe normally again.
I wish you can scold me like you did.
I wish you were healthy.
I wish I'll never have to say goodbye.

I'm scared.
God, I'm scared.