Feb 16, 2010

There's no pit too deep, too deep for his reach.

There is no heart too broken,
too crushed for Him to heal.

There is no sorrow, no sadness
that Jesus cannot feel.

Do you know the feeling of being stripped naked?
To be stripped off of everything you know,
is to be rid of yourself.

The world can take away everything.
But the world cannot take away my Jesus.

He's brought me to the desert,
to a place where no one has been.
He's brought me to a place
where no one will hear me cry

no one but Him.

He's brought me to a place
where words cannot even begin to express the pain
And I'm where I have been before.
But this time I'm stronger
by His grace.

No one is going to fill this hole
Guys, no one can satisfy
People can provide temporary distractions
They can make you feel full
But it's only a feeling after all.
Not a fact.

Jesus do what You have to do.
I rend my heart before You.

Feb 8, 2010

"Just pull me down hard, and drown me in love"

What happens when you no longer take risks?
What happens when fear overcomes you?
What happens if you never swerve left from right?
What happens when you are afraid to take a big step?
What happens when you let everything but you get in the way?
What happens when you no longer believe?

Then might as well go live in a cage.

I didn't want it to be this way.
I'm just tired.
The cheers on the side have died down
And I've lost my way.

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The tough gets beaten and the beaten gets tough.

The higher you fly the lower you'll hit.
I chose to walk. But walking takes a much longer time...

Jesus carry me.

Jan 25, 2010

I wish you knew me,
then you'll know that He is real.
I wish you knew the person beneath my skin,
then you'll know that He does exist.

I wish you knew
how He rescued me
beyond all the intelligence you tried throwing in my face.

Such an eye opening day.

you never know how tired you are
until you're asked to run.
all the same...
you never know how difficult something is
until you're asked to deal with it.

you never know how much He's there for you
until you're stripped away from your comfort zone.

And I never realized how hard it must be
for You to love the undeserved

to have died for the unworthy
and to keep loving those who take Your love for granted
How do you measure love?
How do you put a unit to something unfathomable?
Something we can't fully comprehend?

And I wish you knew, my friend
Beyond all your reasoning and knowledge
There is a God your reason cannot measure to.
And as much as you hate to admit it,
This faith isn't blind.

You see, He rescued me.

It's not about tolerance.
Not about holding it in.
It's not even about accepting.

It's about forgiving
About being compassionate
It's about seeing you through His eyes.

It's not about me. Make me smaller.

Jan 3, 2010

Jesus never talked to a prostitute

He never talked to a prostitute because he didn't see a prostitute.
He saw a child of God he was madly in love with.

taken from The Irresistible Revolution - Shane Claiborne

Jan 1, 2010

Hello 2010.

I am highly aware that I should be studying right now.
In fact, I'm studying about the USA PATRIOT Act atm.
USA PATRIOT stands for Uniting and Strengthening America by Providing Appropriate Tools Required to Intercept and Obstruct Terrorism Act.

I know, what a great way to welcome my year.
Anyway, goodbye 2009 - hello 2010.
I'm not a big fan of new year resolution
Maybe I'm not very resolved. But...
Instead of thinking about the year ahead,
maybe we should take some time and reflect on the past year

I'm not talking about regrets or mistakes
I'm talking about the footprints in the sand.
Looking back, it seems only yesterday when we were counting down to 2009
The year back hasn't been easy
but it's been a year that has brought me forward in life
shoveling me further and further away from the baby I was

I still got a long way to go...
2010 is going to be a big year for a lot of us
Graduating from high school,
going on to university
There are so many different paths we can take...

But there is no need to fear
If His Word is the lamp upon your feet
And if you trust in His never changing love
His never failing promise
And his ever so secured hand
holding us...

And sometimes when I'm tired
I imagine Him carrying me in the midst of His palm
bringing me through
through it all...
above it all...

If only we'll stop fighting for our own way